WAD THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!! - I went to post on bryant's blog thinking its mine...

This week im so distracted. on saturday i bought my laptop charger @ $99. But really la.. 26 Days left to Prelims!!
argh. Why im i not focusing???. Why im i not concentrating???. Why am i not studying????. This is worst than last year!!
I wan Give up!!!!!!! I dun want it anymore... i cant take anymore!! This is pure torture. Like what is my class doing, they are all lepaking in class... make alot noise n bullshit. i no interest in skool alrdy. i come home, suppose to study 5hrs each day. end up studying 1.5-3hrs a day for this week. I keep telling myself ok, tis week enjoy all u wan. cz next week u got be serious. BUt than again, JUly 17, going out the whole day... I havent been studying well for other subjects.. i do maths everyday n slack... i force myself to study till i dun watch my series even though i record them!! i duno la..

tis not the time to be losing my head!! i cant get grip bak either..
why mus it end up like this? wad did i do to deserve this???!!
why??? why?? why??? why???? ARRGHHH!!!!

its getting so late alrdy, i will jus fucking go sleep la.
Nitez.

Broz, Good Luck and take care! I cant afford to lose ur all..